Dear M.B ❤,
Mom let the little girl walk by herself. To learn to growth, falling down and hurt yourself cannot be avoid sometimes. Once you know the pain, lesson learnt and you got to get up and try all overall again. When we are still a baby, parents are always protect us against from being hurt. They block all the bad side for me and make me think that the world is simple and beautiful. Now, I am far away from my sweet home and getting knew about the realistic side of the society, of the world, especially when I doing some part times. In conclude, working does not easy as always. I am fully respect of my dad. Why he can do the same job for decades? Don't he feel bored?It is not easy to support the whole families for so many years..The relationship with the employer, boss, clients,sales...cannot blow up with all of these when he in moody....I payed fully respect and loves to him ❤❤
For me, this is insane and annoying. But after i started to get involved with working, I felt shame of myself. Why I can be so fake? double side faces girl? But then I found that, come on!! Sometimes we have to change to different "channels" with different people we met in life. It can be a kind of respect to them because I can't always put my mood or feels on my face infront of them. Maybe they will affected by my unfriendly face (*p/s: seriously I look fierce when smile off ;( ) and our relationship become worst. So this is another lesson I learnt in the process of growth, sometimes we can't be too willful in manage relationship. Do not ever feel shame of yourself when you are doing things that reverse with your heart, but be proud of it because this means you are growing to be mature. Always remember that families and friends is there for you whenever you need them. When you feel sad and tired, just pick up your cell phone, watapps, line or whatever that takes you get them, throw out all the rubbish to them, I bet they are willing to lend you pairs of ear, and then..I feel recharge and fresh again. That is why I said, friendship..opps...and families is the vitamin of life. (; Previously, I always heard people saying: Life is short and you must enjoy it..Now, I am totally agreed and understand its meaning. Yes, life is really short, I can't predict how many years I can be keep on living, maybe 100 years old and maybe I might dying tomorrow. So my quote is, do not be regret. Don't care about the prediction of 2012, takes everyday as the end of the world. Honestly, I am grateful with what I have now. There are so many people out there was unlucky. If got the chance, I hope to involved in charity and do some contribution. (; Physical labor is much more meaningful to me rather than just dropping few bucks into the charity donation boxes. Back to the topic today, I can't always hiding behind and be a mummy little girl. Do not give up before you try, the difficult path will leads to the beautiful scenery and good things is waiting for you at the end. So, neither like or dislike, always believe on it. I will try my best in everything and always able to learn in new things. When facing hardest moments, cover my head with blanket and cry out loudly and sleep, the next day will be another branded new days for me. This is how i handle my sadness everytimes and it works on me..feel much better after this. ;-D I should not struggles with those unimportant and pointless stuff in my life...so this is me..sleep tight and hope can have a sweet sweet dream tonight.
P.s: M.B=maya blog, lolx!! Before get a nice cute name for my blog, M>B is here. (;
Don't be afraid and always have a try with no regret.
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